Please tell me why
you make me cry
I tried to love you
but you just lied

Oh I remembered,
how I wished to die
My dearest friends,
held me while I cried

But you just left me here
alone in my pain

*Chorus

How dare you be like that
are you sane?
Why don't you love me?
can you even love?

Just don't hurt me
Join me in my pain

I dare you to....
(whispered) why not honey are you scared?

*chorus

My heart is broken
and I could die
Because I loved you
and I don't know why

(whispered) oh look there goes a tear

Now you tell me
you don't care
Damn you fucker
That's not fair!

please tell me why
you make me cry
I tried to love you
but you just lied

but you just lied
and I just cried
but you just lied
and I just cried

~by Kymmiekat


Mother, mother
you made me cry today
Mother mother
won't this pain go away?

Mother mother
why do you treat me like that?
Mother mother
please don't call me fat

Mother mother
you cause my soul to bleed
Mother mother
why can't you be kind to me?

Mother mother
I'm alone in my pain
Mother Mother
why can't you just be sane?

Mother mother
keep taking all those pills
Mother Mother
you know,the kind that kills

Mother mother
Could I tell my secrets to you
Mother mother
why should trust in you?

Mother mother
thanks for the time we shared
Mother mother
that shows you really care

Mother mother
Yes, I'm your child
Mother mother
but I'm not meek and mild

Mother mother
you made me cry today
Mother mother
won't this pain go away?
~Kymmiekat

Standing on the world's
doorstep
Ready to take it all
in
Standing on the owrld's doorstep
arms stretched out
breathing it all in

Here I am in the
beginning
All over again
each time I steop
out of the world
the harder it is
to get back in

Standing on the world's
doorstep
Ready to take it all
in
Standing on the world's
doorstep
Right back in the
beginning, again

Here I am in the
beginning
All over again
each time I
get here the
farther I go
to reach in

Standing on the world's
doorstep
Ready to take it all in
Standing on the world's
Doorstep
turing from the darkness
Within

Here I am
in the beginning
reaching for that
turning point
searching for the
final end
tttthhhheeee end

Standing on the world's
doorstep
Ready to take it all
in
Standing in the world's
doorstep
arms stratched out
breathing it all in

~Kymmiekat, book II

Theme song for M*A*S*H

Suicide is Painless

Through the early moringing fog I see
visions of the things to be;

the pains that are withheld from me
I realize and I can see
* That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave
it if I please

Try to find a way to make
All our little joys relate
Without the ever-present hate
But now I know that it's too late
*And-

The game of life is hard to play
I'm going to it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay.
So this is all I have to say
*That-

The only way to win, is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give a seat
For that's the only painless feat
*'Cause

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works it's way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin
*For-

A brave man once requested me
To answer question that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied; "oh why ask me."
*Cause-